4 ur words 2 hurt

1.
as i sit 2 write this rhyme, my body' turns so numb
i sense that what i said in defense of u, were words 2 load a gun
turned u from feeling that u were cheating, when laying with ur man
2 admitting 2 yourself, that our end has just began

chorus
u never made me promises, uv never painted blue
uv always brought me sunshine, u always make me new
i never expected anything, except maybe to lift ur skirt
i think i thought this would last 4ever, but not 4 ur words 2 hurt

2.
the tears start 2 well as realisation dawns
i know that in this fantastic world, we're all.....well we're just pawns
just trying 2b happy, just trying 2 do what's right
rewarded with the person we get 2 hold on2 at night

chorus

3.
i'm not mad or angry, just honoured 2b with u
please don't turn off what we have, and say that we just flew
i'm honourable in my sadness & wish nothing 4u but love
but i guess if i'm being honest, ur hand's outgrown my glove

chorus

4.
i know when my eyes open, life gives me another day
i don't want 2b unhappy, same as i'll always love 2 play
but words now don't come easy, as inspiration dies
it feels 2 me like u r flying, off 2 safe & nice blue skies

chorus

5.
i now have 2 adapt my feelings, start 2 drag my hopes in
i guess its kind of exciting 4 us, if we just live a life of sin
it feels like this chapters closing, tho doesn't have 2 mean we're thru
i want 2 play 4ever, but only if its just with u