if life was fair

1.
i look at u and it starts again
any cracks of doubt begin to mend
i know that deep inside ur mind
ur truest feelings try to hide
2 leave them there and not set them free
would be a crime against both u & me

2.
it shouldn't matter that we break the rules
or act like children and play the fool
if life was fair things would b different
i'd swap my wealth 4 u in an instant

3.
why is it that we spend so much time 2gether
it's obvious 2 me but i don't know whether
ur just 2 scared 2 say the words
mayb frightened that they'll sound absurd
but once u back down & set them free
u'll have my respect 4 eternity

4.
society bullies and lays foundations
for how we're supposed to remain faithful
and subdue the feelings inside we
4 the way we dream and long 2b
tell me if i'm wrong and i'm playing the fool
i don't think u can, if honesty rules

5.
i'd always be there 4 j&e
love my wife 4 eternity
for giving me those that I hold so dear
but my feelings 4 her are now unclear
i could say different but it would b a lie
i might cry tears if i said goodbye
but when i put this 2 one-side
what i really want is u and i

6.
i'm in love with ur mind and that won't change
why do i write these words, risk pushing u away
i live my life by 1 hard and fast rule
missed opportunities are 4 the life of a fool