the real me

1.
need 2 learn 2 shut my mouth
keep it inside rather than blurt it out
2day was 1 i want 2 4get
if its not 2 late, i send u my best

2.
sometimes hard 2 4get home
and the mess i'm in, can feel so alone
it's so unfair 2 have expectations of u
but i can't always b high, sometimes blue

3.
such a shame that it had 2 follow the other night
when u & i we shone so bright
we were how i want u & me 2b
4get daily troubles and live in our world 4 free

4.
i've told u b4 i expect nothing from u
don't expect u 2 stop and start life anew
altho i do dream of how it could b
but i know its not likely 2 happen 4 u & 4 me

5.
the best place 4 dreams r in the land of sleep
keeps all things real & stops things going 2 deep
reminder that deep is a place of dark & no light
why would i want 2b there, i much prefer bright

6.
i know u'll think twice b4 saying those words again
but believe me when i say my heads never in a spin
well mayb every now & then
but no-one said it would be easy, the life that i'm choosing

7.
please just remember what u first saw in me
coz thats the person i enjoy 2b
if i could lock life & throw away the key
all u would ever see is that person, the real me